Monthly Archives: November 2014
Last week I had the tutorials which were mainly about final project with Steve and Birgitta. Steve suggested me that I could build a world which is full of love disabled people, such as boys don’t meet girls or something. I thought it might be a good idea. Then I told birgitta my idea of final project. She asked me what the purpose of my animation was. Basically, at that moment, I just wanted to make audience realize that they belong to this sort of person and it’s terrible because of their uncaring, selfishness and narcissistic. On the other hand, I thought people shouldn’t keep away from them. After that we google how to cure the people who was emotionally unavailable. The result was using drugs, what was worse, it might have nothing to do with recovering from it. It was a problem to me last week.
Today , I’ve got a solution that I should give up the old purpose. Since I am not God or Superman, I can’t ‘save the world’. The purpose now is very simple, firstly, I think the short film I’m gonna make that can express a type of irony. However, it’s not what I meant, I don’t wanna treat those people badly. We shouldn’t discriminate them, we should empathy with them. We need to understand them and share this feeling of another.
It’s the most important thing to figure out why you have such an idea. I believe that I get mine. Keep it simple 🙂
Recently,I’m confused about a lot of things.
I heard the news about a little girl was hit by 2 cars, the drivers escaped from the accident. Later 18 people passed by, but no one rescued the girl until the 19th passenger. She sent her to the hospital, the little still died.
I have a friend who just break up with her fiance. They have met each others parents this summer, their relationship had survived 4 years. But before she broke up with her fiance, she has already start to see someone else. She told me she has considered the future life and work, she had lots of pressure. Where’s the love between them?
Another friend who’s a girl, she can’t be single for more than 5 minutes. She seems desire to be loved, actually she doesn’t love anyone.
Friend’s friend, a boy, he has few friends and they’re no true friends.
My friend’s brother said that he didn’t want to fall in love with anyone recently, he loved himself more than anyone else.
My friend’s uncle didn’t cry at her grandfather’s funeral. His aunt just wanted to get the property of her grandfather. Don’t they know their father has completely disappeared from their life?
My best friend has became love to compare with me. I can deeply feel her changing. She’s not happy for the good things in my world at all. I didn’t do anything and still regard her as my best friend.
I’m reading a book recently, which is very impressive. I’ve told the story to everyone that I meet. The reaction of few of them is “Ah?” when most of them have been touched.
When I arrived at the airport last time, I found that I forget to prepare the yuan. I implore strangers to exchange some yuan with me, since I only had pounds in my purse. I can’t find any cash machine at that moment. The result was that most of them rejected me.
…So many things happened.
I am wondering why these things could happen to our life?
Shouldn’t we help the people who need our hands? Why the love always disappear at the end of a relationship? Why there is still some people can not be touched by moving story? Why more and more people can’t give or receive love?
People avoid or pretend intimacy with each other. They’re uncaring, insensitivity and over intellectual. They don’t trust others. I’d like to find the answer of those question.
I thought I may call them love disabled. So the title of my final project is “Love Disabled” at the moment.
Then I did some research, I found it seems like emotionally unavailable. “Emotionally unavailable” is a kind of Psychological disorders, it means lacking the ability to give love to people or have trouble developing and maintaining relationships. Maybe because the love they have never received. They are unable to love.
Next, I think I should do more research on this topic. I have already record some stories. Maybe I can combine these symptoms in one story, then focus on a character. Things I need to do is coming up a dramatic story, not too serious or too heavy. I don’t want to make things like this,”Sit down! I’m gonna teach you guys a lesson!” It’s not a good way to tell people a story.